If you're here to make fun - FUCK OFF!

With so many views on my page (well, considering the small number of followers I have anyway), I often wonder who the hell is reading. I know some will be my followers, some will be people who've asked for the link but haven't clicked the follow button and others could quite possibly be those who came to my blog from a link on youtube/a link on a forum I'm a member of. Thing is, I always figured that the only people who'd bother even coming here would be those who don't hate me, and are possibly interested in my weight loss surgery journey.

Turns out though, that some have come to my blog simply for a bit of a laugh... and that really sucks.

Now I'm not stupid - I know that when I created this public blog that every man and his dog would be able to read it if they so wished (and entered in the right keywords to find it/stumbled across a link to it). I just thought that if you have no interest in a person, think they're a tosser or whatever, you don't go clicking links to their blog... and then having a good ol' laugh about how much of an overshare it is. But no, this has happened on a forum, and thus I have removed the link from there... which sucks because it was put there for those who had PMed me about the sleeve... so that if anyone else wanted to know more, they could always try my blog first and not feel like an idiot for contacting me personally (though I love being contacted, so feel free!).

Luckily for me, joking about how much I'm willing to share with the world is about as bad as it got... but others have copped far worse when their blog was read by bitches... and I just can't believe that people are SO bored and SO pathetic that they spend their time reading a blog written by something they cannot relate to, and written by someone they do not have a nice thing to say about. I wouldn't go searching for some a-hole's personal blog... why do people read our blogs if they don't like us?

Well, screw them. I'm going to continue to post whatever I damn well please on here, for all and sundry to read, because isn't that what a blog is supposed to fucking be?! So what if I mentioned my "puffy vagina?" Is talking about your vagina taboo? I certainly don't find it to be a topic best avoided - if more women talked about the not-so-ladylike parts of themselves, perhaps we'd all feel a little less like freaks. Perhaps oneday someone will find this, read about my puffy vagina and think to herself, "Oh, good, it's not just me then!" What else does she have to compare it to anyway, apart from that shown in porn, which rarely represents the average women?

So yes, I'll continue to discuss my vagina if I so wish... just be happy I don't post a photo of it! (I almost said "of the bloody thing!" but it sounded a bit too much like "that time of the month," for me... lol).

Okay, aside from that little rant...

Went to a cocktail party last weekend and ended up drunk as a skunk. I wonder if I'll be able to do that post-surgery... or will I simply get drunk on a lot less? Who knows. It's not something I do often so I'm not all that worried... just curious really.

The party had us all dressing up - some in costume, some just over-the-top. I wore the black-with-red-spots dress I posted a while back... false lashes, red nails, red lips... etc etc. Very OTT, but oh-so-fabulous. lol.

Me on the far right.

The photo doesn't have everyone who attended, just some of us... earlier in the night. And yes, we had 2 men in Frankenfurter-esque attire, and fishnets seemed to be in fashion for the night (I'm wearing a pair with RIDICULOUSLY high red heels). Here's what my face looked like all made up:

Total Slut. (lol jks)

A great night was had by all. It was SO MUCH FUN. DP didn't attend - but I had an absolutely marvellous time. We had Pina Coladas, Midori Illusions, Strawberry Daquiris, Black Russians... lots of things. I also had at least 7 shots... jeez I'm a drunk. And would you believe: NO HANGOVER AND NO SPEWING! I was pretty impressed considering it's been about 3 years (over 3 years actually) since I've done something like this.

Still just waiting for my pre-op disgusting diet to start... it'll start on August 22 so I've still got a while to go before then... and for now, am just eating whatever I feel like. I have no idea what I weigh - I'm not weighing myself. I am so satisfied in knowing that I'm having a holiday for all of that... enjoying myself instead of worrying about my weight. I'll be overwhelmed with how much I'm thinking about it all soon enough... so for now I just want to slack off and do whatever I feel like. It's going well too - everything still fits. lol.